@MetaP00P@GodSawUs My children and husband mostly. I have a deep respect and found allies and found peace within the spirituality and beliefs since before I ever met my children's father.
When the hurt place, the darkened part of our hearts is provoked, our trauma responses kick into full gear. It is a protection mechanism we all have engraved in us. Everyone, in different ways, all of which are unique but, universal.
It's said the most difficult reality for a parent is losing a child, but while faced with this, I have learned it's carrying on that is the hardest part. 7.5 months in my belly, 27 days in my arms, forever in my heart🖤🤍
Today has been beyond tough. Today is my birthday. My own mother didn’t even reach out. I lost a child earlier this year and my pain is exponential. I have no one. I make myself available to everyone, I just wish I could have the same provided to me.