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31. she/they. skxnny wannabe. yamikawaii. vegan. half dead but let’s get this metaphorical bread. often off topic. cats. always venting. sick af. read 📌 pls.🔞

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Hi there! I’m Starlette 💖 Mooties can call me Star💫

This account is for venting and discussing my crumbling health.

Please read my Important❗️threads below before following ✌🏽

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I am not getting rid of the Japanese dishes or my furniture lol. So. Not everything.

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I’ve been deep cleaning again. And decluttering as I go. Shoutout to my Mimi! I miss you everyday. But I cannot become a hoarder like you, so I am getting rid of many of your things that I held onto when you died. I’m sorry. It’s not serving me. Maybe it can serve someone else.

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This app just put a warning on a post from 2021 explaining that I block m/nors and ppl who interact with them.

Huh. Sensoring obvs to avoid another

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Sometimes I have such random trauma flashbacks.. I wish some things could stay buried.

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Haven’t don’t a single thing to my face since I got sick in May. I will come to regret this.

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I think I spent a month at the military one. Even as a civilian you ain’t got noooo rights in there bro.

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“Can you go a week without your phone????”

My brother in Christ I have been 5150’d at least 7 times. And no. It’s never just 72 hours 🥴🥴😂

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Oh no an actual disordered thought.

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I miss when I was so skinny ppl immediately defaulted to oh she’s sick.

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I need to lock in for no other reason than the thousands and thousands of dollars I’ve spent on a very specific style of clothing that currently does not fit me.

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I simply cannot let it go. I’m giving myself one more year. If I’ve made no progress by my birthday next year I’ll donate it. My beautiful alt/kawaii urban harujuku vintage closet 😭😭😭😭😭😭

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In a hs (‘13) I wore a M/jr 7. In 2016 I wore L/jr11. In 2018 I wore a 00 xxs/whatever kids clothes I liked.

I’ve been gaining since 2020. My closet has a ridiculous combination of clothes ranging from literal children’s clothing to fucking plus sized shit.

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Wxlf is very insistent that I’m attractive but I’m pretty sure he’s lying or envisioning an old version of me. Because like objectively I am not anymore.

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My power came back yeeee. I thought I was going to have to inject my extraordinarily expensive medication early to save it from the heat 😭😭😭

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I had ac (in ONE room) for less than 24 hours.

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Power is out. Downed lines next to my apartment. It is once again very hot. I cannot win.

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My dad grew up in an actual chi town ghetto and idk it rubs the wrong way.

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An Asian who lives in middle class suburbs (and always has) advertising themselves and their content as ghetto 😬🫩

Ma’am do you know what that word even means?

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As much as I love the rain if it knocks the power out again I will cry. My little ac I bought barely covers my room. And it got hot immediately when it went out earlier. PLEASE power stay on. I can’t go back to my mils. We’re getting fucking pounded rn.

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The transphobia that pops out when folks can’t see a stud is a stud or when a stud is…a stud. 🥴😭😭😭 haterssssss