silk3nbun 🫧🐚

26 F Ita / eng , 173cm ☄︎. *. ⋆ edtwt ed diary 💌 black SW : 137kg CW: 126 GW: 120kg GW: 110 GW: 100kg

[silk3nbun 🫧🐚 @silk3nbun]

Things I want to buy once I reach my goal weight ✩ ੈ♡⸝⸝🪐༘ ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･
( if I have the money xD )

- Ongoing thread 🧵

[silk3nbun 🫧🐚 @silk3nbun]

I will still be on edtwt hopefully as a looker for now and hopefully one day you won’t hear for me ever again

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I kind of dissapeared , I’ve been trying to eat normally (but binging) because I want to recover. Good thing I only gained 1kg in 3 weeks
But the voices are too loud, Im trying to keep myself away and enjoy live , I will be 27 this year -

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I know I still have to answer people back I’m working on it :/

I’m on my way to my driving lesson and I never felt so dizzy, I had to sit on the bus stop, missing my bus because I felt sick and have nausea

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@River_wlw I answered “ changed it “ but honestly do whatever makes you comfortable and happy 🫶🏼

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@escitalophram Please do it!! Im sorry you have brain fogs im sure it will help enormously especially since you take classes you will be able to concentrate more^^
Stay safe 🫶🏼

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@porcelain_neko I’m so jealous!! Always wanted to start one but too scared to mess it up or growing mold, I can’t wait for you to share more on the sour dough starter journey hehe ✨🥹

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I might stop doing prolonged fasts for 1 month my weight has been stalling I can concentrate, I have 0 energy and never felt more hungry and dead
Might up my intake to 800-1k daily but I don’t know if I should do this now or after I come back from the trip (aka swimsuit) HELP 🥲

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BC 111.8kg 🩰 kill me
This is what I’m talking about , I don’t get how but I have that little hole. thighs are still so huge :c ( I had to edit the background for privacy )
And don’t mind my none existent kneecaps 🥹

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I was looking in the mirror and I noticed a gap forming, I’m still 112kg so I don’t think it’s a thigh gap but it’s more like my body is finally “ shaping “
I will try and take a pic tomorrow

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@ultraredcals Hope it’s true ( I was born and live in Italy ) but I’ve never heard of it 🥹 plus she is so problematic and it looks strange that she would allow something that goes against her beliefs 💀
But i truly hope it’s true because the system here in Italy is rotten :c

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@down2theb0ne Stay safe! and enjoy your break 🫶🏼

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@escitalophram I felt this to my core , literally missed my stop I found myself in the next city
Anyway stay safe and good luck with class 🫶🏼

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My driving instructor literally stopped the car today because he said I wasn’t focused, he feel like I was there but not there I don’t know how to explain it
I forget things after a few minutes and he’s worried because it looks like I have no energy and can’t drive like that

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I need to change what I’m doing I’ve been the same weight for 2 weeks ( exactly 16 days ) I feel like my metabolism is fucked . I’ve been fasting for 2 1/2 months

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Haven’t had this weight in years, but what is this feeling of numbness

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I forgot to update it made me gain from 110.1kg to 112.7kg , currently 111.8 now I’ve been this weight since forever 🥹

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From 1 to 10 how fucked am I ?
This weekend aka in less than 24h I have 4 different gatherings, in 4 different restaurants 2x day . I know I will be 109 by tomorrow or really close to it but I know that number won’t last
I’m researching their menus and NONE of them have cals 🥹

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@down2theb0ne In one restaurant I did eat a salad, for the 2nd restaurant I cried in the bathroom because I was so scared of the weight gain. 3rd place the food was so salty it destroyed my stomach, the last restaurant was so delicious I literally wish I wasn’t so full i would have ate more 😭

[silk3nbun 🫧🐚 @silk3nbun]

From 1 to 10 how fucked am I ?
This weekend aka in less than 24h I have 4 different gatherings, in 4 different restaurants 2x day . I know I will be 109 by tomorrow or really close to it but I know that number won’t last
I’m researching their menus and NONE of them have cals 🥹

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@down2theb0ne Literally, I try to follow people that have similar weights but it’s hard finding them. Sometimes I do find them but they were once my weight so like SW 🥲 I’m 5’7 or 173 cm an you?

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After 3rd and 4th poop this morning , hoping to reach a new LW tomorrow c:

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@down2theb0ne Literally we can do this !! 🫶🏼

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I need to remember to do a bc comparison since I’m -10kg

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122.1kg body check
IM HUGE!! Be mean ,I don’t care anymore

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Currently crying in the restaurant’s bathroom

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@porcelain_neko This is so smart , because I’m the same especially with carbonated drinks 😩

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