i drew a portrait for my grandmas birthday and after being harassed by my family members for making her "too ugly" and getting several details wrong, i come to visit my grandma, and see an ai assisted version of my portrait sitting on her floor.
Unholyrotic !
A gender identity where one feels as if one’s an unholy rotting and/or moulding being that's been cursed with an everlasting curse of dread and impurities.