Su Minshan

18+ Only//RP//English Only//Transman Su Minshan//Mun: Kitty
Pathetic emotional support twink

[Su Minshan @silksandstrings]

But every thought left him when he heard the noise. His mind was telling him everything was fine, but his gut was telling him something was wrong. He peeked in, heart beating against his chest "A-Xuan?" He said in a pathetic voice "Is everything alright?"

[Su Minshan @silksandstrings]

There was no need to worry; AFX was a talented cultivator in his own right. But he was also his only friend and it was only right for him to be worried about his only friend. If something did happen to him, then he knew that he did not have the power to stop it.

[꙳ʚ·❨𝑨𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔❩·ɞ꙳ @LunhuiChangdi]

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And certainly enough to ʀᴏᴜѕᴇ mixed feelings for the ‘emotional support twink’ who had been awaiting his return.

∞

[Su Minshan @silksandstrings]

What if AFX ran into Lan Wangji. His head and chest began to ache at the thought and he pressed his forehead against the wall. He wanted to believe in AFX, but the thoughts that came to his mind, memories that flooded back in at just a single thought.

[Su Minshan @silksandstrings]

There was no need to worry; AFX was a talented cultivator in his own right. But he was also his only friend and it was only right for him to be worried about his only friend. If something did happen to him, then he knew that he did not have the power to stop it.

[꙳ʚ·❨𝑨𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔❩·ɞ꙳ @LunhuiChangdi]

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And certainly enough to ʀᴏᴜѕᴇ mixed feelings for the ‘emotional support twink’ who had been awaiting his return.

∞

[Su Minshan @silksandstrings]

His heart was beating fast against AFX's and he tried to relax, to melt into the other male's arms "Thank you" He whispered

[꙳ʚ·❨𝑨𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔❩·ɞ꙳ @LunhuiChangdi]

He kissed the top of the other man’s head, rubbing his’ back soothingly.

“It’s okay, A-Shan. You’ll always have a safe place with me.”

[Su Minshan @silksandstrings]

It might not be that bad....if I had a child with A-Xian.

[Su Minshan @silksandstrings]

It took a moment before he returned the embrace, his mind finally realizing what was happening, that he was being loved and cared about. Tears leaked down his cheeks and landed on AFX's shoulder

[꙳ʚ·❨𝑨𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔❩·ɞ꙳ @LunhuiChangdi]

He pulls the other man into an embrace, speaking softly.

“You’re precious to me. Don’t forget that and don’t let anything—or anyone—convince you otherwise, okay?”

[Su Minshan @silksandstrings]

This made his heart skip a beat and he went to speak, but the words did not come "A-Xian" was all that escaped from his lips.

[꙳ʚ·❨𝑨𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔❩·ɞ꙳ @LunhuiChangdi]

Well, it should be known by now that A-Xian is the exact opposite of what Minshan is ‘used to’.

“Yes, but I really *𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵* want to make the life of someone I care about more difficult entirely for my own gain...”

[Su Minshan @silksandstrings]

*not used to being asked what he wants* You really want a child.

[꙳ʚ·❨𝑨𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔❩·ɞ꙳ @LunhuiChangdi]

Blink, blink.

“I think it’s more important to make sure *𝘺𝘰𝘶* are certain that you want this. I don’t want you to feel like you have to go through something difficult just for my sake.”

[Su Minshan @silksandstrings]

@LunhuiChangdi @vilerecusant @dollpeony @zidianheir //🐈‍⬛AFX has boundless energy

[Su Minshan @silksandstrings]

Please be gentle when you do it.

[꙳ʚ·❨𝑨𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔❩·ɞ꙳ @LunhuiChangdi]

Yes, I am absolutely certain.

[Su Minshan @silksandstrings]

*felt a little warm when he said that* Are you sure?

[꙳ʚ·❨𝑨𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔❩·ɞ꙳ @LunhuiChangdi]

. . . .

I like you...
I trust you...

...do *you* want to make a baby with me?

[Su Minshan @silksandstrings]

There must be someone you like, that you trust...

[꙳ʚ·❨𝑨𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔❩·ɞ꙳ @LunhuiChangdi]

At this point in my life, I do not have the luxury of being picky.

[Su Minshan @silksandstrings]

*he tries to not think about AFX putting a baby in him* I mean, like do you have someone you want to ask?

[꙳ʚ·❨𝑨𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔❩·ɞ꙳ @LunhuiChangdi]

...anyone who is willing to let me put a baby in them?

[Su Minshan @silksandstrings]

Do you have someone in mind?

[꙳ʚ·❨𝑨𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔❩·ɞ꙳ @LunhuiChangdi]

Yes. I want a baby. *❨🥺❩

[Su Minshan @silksandstrings]

Putting babies in someone?

[꙳ʚ·❨𝑨𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔❩·ɞ꙳ @LunhuiChangdi]

I would rather be the one putting babies in someone else.

[Su Minshan @silksandstrings]

I didn't want you to die again.

[꙳ʚ·❨𝑨𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔❩·ɞ꙳ @LunhuiChangdi]

Returning the hug!

“Thank you.” *❨🥺❩

[Su Minshan @silksandstrings]

*applies gentle hugs to AFX*

[꙳ʚ·❨𝑨𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔❩·ɞ꙳ @LunhuiChangdi]

I fear that I make expire ❨ᴀɢᴀɪɴ❩ soon, if I do not receive some form of affection—

[Su Minshan @silksandstrings]

@LunhuiChangdi @vilerecusant @yilingpatron //🐈‍⬛ I shall throw this pathetic twink at you

[kae ⟡ @RAINS0UGHT]

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