Binged so bad last night I’m up like 7lbs I know it’s all bloat and waste but I feel at my lowest rn gonna do liquid fasting for as long as I can to try and just reset myself I’m so depressed and disgusted with myself
Also, I’m not a very likable person and I know that so I don’t expect people to want to be my friend. I’m not going to change to be more accepted by people. I don’t need to, but that also means I understand why most people don’t want to be my friend.
I like not having friends irl but my mom is really Mom guilting me because she’s worried my child won’t have any friends but like we’re going to join a swimming class and a baby gym and eventually he’ll be in public school so I’m not stressed
I know I’m late to posting what I ate yesterday but my entire family is sick my husband and my little baby and so it’s been tough so right now. I don’t really care about eating on the higher end of calories as long as I’m in a deficit. I gotta stay well to take care of everyone