i showed my father this before and after, and he was so happy to see the after pic that he cried 😭🥲🤍 then later he posted this and now im crying 😭❤️🩹
im so grateful for him and all the love and support he’s given me throughout my healing process 🥲❤️🩹
my partner today enthusiastically agreed with fat belly love tweet (which i do 2) but i made me feel insecure bc im neither fat or skinny and i feel that they are just neutral about my body and im not attractive at all
i should k ill myself bc there is no way i can comfortably exist in the world without suffering
i want to live, but being so disabled and dependent is too much for me
i wish i was better, i deserve better