fuckit fuck everytging ik goimg back to my addictions ansisolaying mgself i willdie missreabke im isolating myself bye icant take it amymore I,, I not normal i can never be cured i am uncaple of being witherral real peopele mykifeisover
ii dont wnna go i dont wnna iawnana have aalife a normal life nut nomatter howhard I try icant benormal I cant be normal whywbhwbh ill never haaveangthing
think of me whatevr you are want im ahorribelshit ii sont care anymore im GHosnv jo okayu givi b up on everttging hate me ifyouwant idontcare anymores imh done
i want my boyfriend again please I needhim i don't know what to do I don't know if I can even call him that i don't know if he hates me if he's alive if he is okay if if what if