tw//mental health
sigh okay fine. sappy ais time. buckle the fuck up.
i’ve officially been an atiny for about 8 months now and these 8 months have been some of the best months of my life. what’s funny is last year this time, i wasn’t in a good place mentally. i’d hit rock bottom. i didn’t know if i would make it to another day. waking up felt like the worst thing to do. i had no drive, no motivation - nothing to look forward to. then i started my art account. i met so many beautiful people there and they led me to my ateez. one of my closest friends on there showed me iomt san and i was SOLD. from his stone cold looks to his aura, i went WHO IS THIS MAN and since then, my life has been a beautiful roller coaster of emotions with my ateez. from entering atinytwt in june - drop lemon drop cb to making and losing friends on here, in real life, progressing in work and facing life, ateez has always been by my side. i slowly learnt more and more about them and then one day i realised, i finally look forward to the future. i finally look forward to life. all thanks to my ateez. they truly brought my spark back, with wooyoung’s giggles to sannies beautiful heart, from mingi’s boldness to yuyu’s playfulness, from yeosang’s presence to jongho’s power and from seonghwa’s gracefulness to ah, my beloved captain hongjoong’s drive and passion. oh how i love my ateez. they truly are with me from the moment i wake up to the time i go to sleep. i owe them everything, i truly owe them my life. imm here today, alive and kicking because of them and i am the most grateful person for it. thank you my ateez for showing me that i can dream my dreams boldly, loudly and fearlessly, and be myself with all my passion and fury. i owe you everything my ateez. thank you for being there for me. i love you 3000 and more. thank you, thank you from the bottom of my heart for being who you are and doing what you do, i will forever be by your side, cheering you on for 7 years and forever more. i love you.
Unfortunately, no one cares about us anymore. I say it frankly, we are hungry and we need food.
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