When any of these things go wrong it bleeds into every part of my life, and that is why i seem “hopeless” or “depressed” sometimes. But nonetheless I hope I’m good enough to deserve what I want, it’s why I try.
i put true happiness on a pedestal
and for me that’s always been stability in 3 things: platonic relations, love, and passions.
the possibility of any of these things, will make me also place you on a pedestal. I want everything to be perfect just like you.
@tymimpala I’m so confident you’ll cheat on me and I won’t do anything that I’ll kill myself if I ever do and you can quote me on this and I’ll put in my will to have dirty loser slut put on my gravestone