Julian Aleks Hope

Exhaust fumes

[Julian Aleks Hope @silverfern500]

I was born on a rainy Friday morning at about 4 minutes to 5am, in Kirkland WA. And I've made it everyone's problem since.
(I just got my replacement Birth Certificate in the mail)

[Julian Aleks Hope @silverfern500]

I estimate around 30 more years for myself. Give or take. Because after my family is gone and their assets taken care of, I refuse to walk the same path. I refuse. But I had beautiful dreams, once.

[Julian Aleks Hope @silverfern500]

My mom is showing early signs of the same dementia and Alzheimers that I watched her walk her mother through. I'm here because my mom has already forgotten everything she did to drive me away. I've stepped in to be the role I have to take. My grandma was 70s. My mom is 70.

[Julian Aleks Hope @silverfern500]

I've a beautiful dream. Where I've a family, and children. Where I publish a book. Where I don't succumb to fate. But that's all it is, isn't it. A beautiful dream. Reality is where I succumb to the role of dutiful daughter despite every step I took to circumvent it along the way

[Julian Aleks Hope @silverfern500]

I don't - and will never - care what the scandal is about Dangerous. I fell in love with "Goodnight, Sweet Girl." When I was around 15/16 and I still feel the emotion in it and fall in love with it today.

[Julian Aleks Hope @silverfern500]

Is a crowd ever so unenthusiastic that you stop cheering and just start giving thumbs ups to @EdBoscoVA 😂 It was lovely to see everyone at #Hunicastlive. Thx for a great weekend!

[Julian Aleks Hope @silverfern500]

That'll teach me for suggesting an innocent activity I guess 😂😂😂

[Julian Aleks Hope @silverfern500]

Julian.exe has stopped working because of the AI🫠

[Julian Aleks Hope @silverfern500]

Something something I do what I want. Make up test 1 #Helluvabosscosplay

[Julian Aleks Hope @silverfern500]

S/O to the best gals to ever have my back. Roxie (Chicago Musical), my silver Dodge Neon and Shilo (Repo! Musical), my white 2015 Nissan Versa. From WA to CA to MT to NOLA to IA to MA soon and beyond.

[Julian Aleks Hope @silverfern500]

I am a MENACE and I LOVE it #AprilFoolsDay #tumblr

[Julian Aleks Hope @silverfern500]

Bap bap bap #Tumblr

[emily @memilies]

you need to know that for the cursed april holiday, tumblr is letting us all hit one another like angry cats

[Julian Aleks Hope @silverfern500]

Goddess didn't let @amazingdevilmus
write Welly Boots when I was 15, when my dad died, because they knew it'd make me too chaotic.

[Julian Aleks Hope @silverfern500]

In 2019 I'd chill on the back of my car dressed as Spiderman and the teens from the school across the street loved it. What I'm saying is I have a Fizz cosplay almost ready and I have the chance to do something very funny and enlightening. #HelluvaBoss

[Julian Aleks Hope @silverfern500]

I'M HEADED TO THE CAPE for the summer! I'm going to work hard and have the BEST last summer of my 20s! I'm so excited!

[Julian Aleks Hope @silverfern500]

lol typical me. My last tweets were directly before entering an abusive relationship. Hello! I don't know who I am anymore! My autonomy was stripped and I was beaten bloody for years with my life and cats and laptop and etc threatened! I don't even know what life is like!

[Julian Aleks Hope @silverfern500]

I'm mercurial. And lonely.

[Julian Aleks Hope @silverfern500]

Me: I'm gonna write the best fanfic for-
Dark me: DYK was your magnum opus. 15 min. Give up
Me: anyways what I was saying Geskier time travel au reincarnation grump whump hurt/comfort fuck you