no one talks about how draining it is when your mood constantly switches between "keep going, it will get better" and "i can't do this anymore, im about to give up." it's like living in emotional whiplash. one hour you're hopeful, the next you're spiraling
lowkey trying to step out of your comfort zone is hard af when your comfort zone is isolating yourself and being SAD PARANOID ANXIOUS AVOIDANT LOSER ππππππππππππππππππππππππποΏ½οΏ½οΏ½πππππππππππππππππππ€‘π€‘π€‘π€‘π€‘π€‘π€‘π€‘π€‘π€‘π€‘π€‘π€‘π€‘π€‘π€‘π€‘π€‘π€‘π€‘π€‘
the worst part of fangirling isn't even the obsession... it's spending hours watching edits, interviews, and random clips like they're somehow going to pay my bills instead of studying or doing anything important. π
*lagi ngomong tentang kaya toast*
π¦: aku suka kaya toastπ
πΆ: dd juga suka kaya toastππ
π¦πΆ : AAAAYEAAYYYYY
BENER BENER 15 DETIK PERCAKAPAN BOCIL BELUM BALIGH ππ€πΌππ€πΌππ€πΌππ€πΌ