Realizing my insomnia has always probably simply came from the fact that I feel the most peace @ night when the world is sleep. & I wanna enjoy it 🤦♂️
Let's pray:
Heavenly Father, I’m not quitting, but I need You to carry me for a while.
God, I don’t have the energy to shout today.
I’m not here to perform; I’m here to survive.
If I’m honest, I’m tired of being strong for everyone else while quietly crumbling inside.
I’ve encouraged others, prayed for them, pushed through storms that nobody saw.
But right now, I need You to show up for me.
Carry me, God, not because I’m faithless, but because I’ve been fighting silently, bleeding behind the scenes.
Because I’ve been faithful, but I’m fragile.
I haven’t given up.
I’m still holding on.
But I need Your arms under me.
I need Your presence to wrap around me like oxygen.
I need You to remind me that I’m not alone in this fight.
God, remind my soul that even this valley has an exit, that even this pressure has a purpose, that even these tears are not wasted.
If I fall, fall with me.
If I pause, stay near me.
If I crawl, breathe strength into my bones.
I’m not quitting.
But please, don’t leave me to carry this alone.
In Jesus’ name, Amen.
Discernment is real. You can hear stuff that's not being said, You can feel things and don't even have to be in close proximity, You can detect a lie from miles away, Sometimes it feels like a blessing and a curse because that third eye be awake and sometimes it be the closest people to you. I know a lie, I know a bad attitude, I can feel a shift in energy without hard evidence and it's something I just can't shake. That's why l'm so big on peace and walk away easily from things and people that don't bring it.