dan taraaaa~ beneran terbukti it was hormonal talks. kenapa yaa bisa shifting? dulu in my early 20 tuh lebih ke body symptomps; kram perut-punggung, sekarang 90% ke mood cuy. i need to hold myself better sumpah ๐ญ
i do realllyyy hate how hormonal changes the way i perceive the world once it hit the date! it was all okay until i almost bang my head to the wall cause i cant surpress my anger to everyone genuinely i despise everyoneee i hope noone found me in this state pls
for the love that exists in the present, the love that is yet to come, & the love that happened in the past, iโm grateful that it found me, no matter how brief it was bc out of all the people, i got to experience its beauty & it gave me a reason to keep seeing the light in life.
ternyata udah selama itu ga dengerin lagu nct, mark, sama haechan. when thats the only playlists i listened to before. the sparks that used to be there also dimming... beneran se-drained itu agaknya~
see this is all i wanted, members still mentioning mark here and there and not completely erasing his existence. and it felt like i was asking for so much because this is so rare or -almost unheard of- in kpop but hey look at our dreamies ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅน
260606 #HAECHAN#ํด์ฐฌ birthday live
๐ป: ah yes, mark hyung also contacted me to wish me a happy birthday. so... yes, i received greetings from all the members. it feels good~~ ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ https://t.co/1JYVeJRgXf
bangga sekali how his first move is representing his humanity while others assume he would comeback with glamorous event like fashion week. kinda understand why making his own-label is HIS ONLY CHOICE cause SM and oher big companies would never push sth unless its profitable.