one of the main reasons i’m so gentle with myself is cause i believe i’ve already experienced enough hardship in my life. i’ve already been mishandled and undervalued by others and myself at times. so i deserve more patience, forgiveness, and consideration at this point.
i’m over relationships right now. everybody trynna out-hoe eachother, everybody lying, nobody can communicate and would rather have “idgaf” wars, nobody wanna do dates and just wanna layup, people pretending to want relationships just to have sex etc,