i dont wanna work as a barista/teacher anymore but i just have a couple of quarters until i can transfer to uw, get into their school of cs, graduate n score a job right after tht like it's light work
realizing i don't have to deal w/ anyone's meanness towards me or disregard but i will STILL go cry n regulate my feelings on my own i'm still dealing w things the same but at least i'm not allowing myself to be treated meanly anymore
i haven't been feeling v pretty lately n have been carrying like this huge feeling of guilt once again even though i haven't done anything n ik these feelings will pass eventually but it's just annoying
FUCK ENGLAND FUCK JUNE BELLINGHAM FUCK HARRY KANE FUCK QUEEN ELIZABETH FUCK ONE DIRECTION FUCK FISH AND CHIPS FUCK WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE FUCK THE BEATLES FUCK HARRY POTTER FUCK THE BIG BEN FUCK ISAAC NEWTON FUCK TEA AND CRUMPETS FUCK ED SHEERAN FUCK WINNIE THE POOH FUCK THE CURE