Neci 2.0 🫠🫠🫠 | extra tired

28 | MINORS DNI | PLEASE CENSOR WHEN INTERACTING | AGE IN BIO | N5FW | OT8 | Ao3: Batteryafter/sinsofstrays | he/they
@sinsofstrays

[Neci 2.0 🫠🫠🫠 | extra tired @sinsofneci]

I haven't really been online anywhere/scrolled timelines for over a month...can someone please tell me what is going on? I'm panicking a bit right now..

[Neci 2.0 🫠🫠🫠 | extra tired @sinsofneci]

Seasonal depression is beating my ASS this season

[Neci 2.0 🫠🫠🫠 | extra tired @sinsofneci]

I can not stress that it will not turn on. Im going to rip my hair out WHAT DO I DO

[Neci 2.0 🫠🫠🫠 | extra tired @sinsofneci]

I spilled SOUP on my fucking LAPTOP

[Neci 2.0 🫠🫠🫠 | extra tired @sinsofneci]

I spilled SOUP on my fucking LAPTOP

[Neci 2.0 🫠🫠🫠 | extra tired @sinsofneci]

Wdym I bought thc from my job today

[Neci 2.0 🫠🫠🫠 | extra tired @sinsofneci]

Whoever subbed ep2 of g0ddess bl3ss y0u fr0m d3ath did not do a very good job im gonna be honest???

[Neci 2.0 🫠🫠🫠 | extra tired @sinsofneci]

Im gonna get my je0ngchn gun kink fic done this weekend i swear to fuck

[Neci 2.0 🫠🫠🫠 | extra tired @sinsofneci]

Saw S¡nners again and wouldn't you know it, I cried again. More this time even.

[Neci 2.0 🫠🫠🫠 | extra tired @sinsofneci]

I just dont get it. I saw my coworker's deadname and was like who the fuck is that before I realized what was happening. Literally thought he was using someone else's log in before thinking it was deadnaming

[Neci 2.0 🫠🫠🫠 | extra tired @sinsofneci]

There's something that rubs me the wrong way about my new job. They are very inclusive to queer folk but at the same time, they have our deadnames listed as the cashiers on the POS.

[Neci 2.0 🫠🫠🫠 | extra tired @sinsofneci]

Like, I DO understand if your name isn't legally changed, tax documents and stuff like that have to have your government name but a cashier's name isn't a legal document. Even on PayIocity, my coworker has their preferred name (they're working on changing mine)

[Neci 2.0 🫠🫠🫠 | extra tired @sinsofneci]

I had a dream that I dragged hynjn outside for once(?) but he immediately became interested when I mentioned there was a thrift store...then he got upset bc I said his name in front of kp0p stans but in my defense, he was getting distracted and I needed him to keep walking

[Neci 2.0 🫠🫠🫠 | extra tired @sinsofneci]

I just woke up why is mmh0 threatening me

[Neci 2.0 🫠🫠🫠 | extra tired @sinsofneci]

Part of my training today was asking my coworkers what their fave glass product was and why, then how much I knew and I felt like I was incriminating myself and this isn't even a fully legal state

[Neci 2.0 🫠🫠🫠 | extra tired @sinsofneci]

Working at a smoke shop in a state with way less restrictions than my home state is wild. What do you mean I can sell shroom gummies and tell people bowls are for smoking pot instead of "tobacco only"

[Neci 2.0 🫠🫠🫠 | extra tired @sinsofneci]

@sisyphvsishere AJAJSHDGDHR FUCK OKAY

[sisyphus 🌈🔞🍉 ia @sisyphvsishere]

// nsfvv art , TW slit throat , blood

the greatest masterpiece 🥟🐰🩸

[Neci 2.0 🫠🫠🫠 | extra tired @sinsofneci]

Do I just leave? I'm so fucking tired of this. I'm tired of telling myself I'm overthinking when it just keeps happening over and over.

[Neci 2.0 🫠🫠🫠 | extra tired @sinsofneci]

What do you do when a person you care so much about clearly stopped caring about you and conversations with you become flat/non existent but when the other person in the gc speaks, that first person is extremely talkative?