I was also this annoying “marriage before kids” person and I had to check myself real quick. Sure it could be the “ideal” situation but haisana there’s nothing wrong with having a child before marriage especially when you’re ready for one.
I think my love with being alone stems from me knowing if I'm alone then no one is around to disturb me or alter any of my emotions. Everything is up to me. no one is there to misunderstand me, judge me, etc.
It's peaceful. A peace I don't feel often with other humans