i cannot stress this enough. build a routine. build habits. wake up every day and get used to being productive, one day at a time. do this for long enough and eventually you'll be at your goal without even realizing it.
Sometimes I look at a couple and genuinely wish they had never crossed paths. Not because I hate love, but because it feels like they brought out the worst in each other and ruined each other’s lives.😭
Somewhere in your 20s or 30s you'll get the opportunity to rebuild your life after a negative loop, heal from what broke you, live in your own space, reconnect with your discipline, and learn to love yourself again. It's very important that you see that journey through.