I asked my husband to text me that he understands where we're at now. My recent discovery of his sissy history didn't change anything, it just sped things up and confirmed my decision that he'll be a pussyfree sissy in the bedroom. Anyway, here's what he wrote:
I understand that our sex life has little to do with love and everything to do with pleasure. The love simply allows me to share you without jealousy, judgement, or fear of us losing each other
Sexually, you made it clear that my little dick does not now, and never has pleased you. You always dreamt of being fucked by men with big cocks and now you are free to do.
I understand that you are now addicted to being fucked by big black cock while I watch and that is the new norm.
I also know that your goal is that I will be entirely pussyfree since you have no interest in me fucking you anymore. I will be eating black cum from your bbcowned pussy and when you tell me to I will suck and get fucked by BBC too.
You have told me I can eat your ass and pussy and that we will kiss and cuddle, but my dick in your pussy won't be happening. I am able to jerk myself off on your pussy but I have to clean it up.
I am comfortable with this arrangement. I get a great deal of sexual pleasure watching you being a slut for bbc. I prefer watching you get fucked by BBC than fucking you myself. I am your sissy cuck and you are fully in charge of our sexual life.
Fetlife is kinda dead now but back when it was popping I showed up to hotel rooms like this. I walk in and there’s a slut in a gimp mask with massive tits on all fours with mouth open.