near saw mcr 🗡️

22 ๑ any prns ๑ mdni ๑ pro recovery
#edtwt #moothunt

[near saw mcr 🗡️ @sitb4ckrelapse]

it's that time of the year :D redoing my pinned!
#moothunt〃・
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near , 22 , ednos (mia + bed) , pro recovery , not fatphobic , high bmi and sw

♡ + ↻ to be moots .ᐟ pls have ur age on ur profile <3
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#edrtwt #edtwtㅤ

[near saw mcr 🗡️ @sitb4ckrelapse]

i haven't cried in at least three months and the thing i needed to cry was stomachaches by frank iero. whatever

[near saw mcr 🗡️ @sitb4ckrelapse]

i'm not gonna be super active on here for a while :(( not attempting recovery lmfao but i'll tweet more when i'll get the app back on my phone i think. stay safe!!

[d@k꩜ta🐇🩻 ⛧diary⛧ @willeatmyself]

there’s such a large amount of 21-30 year olds on edtwt and I just know we are all trying so hard 🥺😞🫂🩵

[near saw mcr 🗡️ @sitb4ckrelapse]

@veneresirena a me kickboxing e i videogiochi salvano la vita, sono ottime distrazioni

[near saw mcr 🗡️ @sitb4ckrelapse]

american edrtwt you're stronger than me your food sounds like an actual nightmare

[near saw mcr 🗡️ @sitb4ckrelapse]

having an owala is saving my life tbh i drink so much water now

[near saw mcr 🗡️ @sitb4ckrelapse]

@raeisasleep do NOT purge it just makes you feel worse. taking a shower and getting out of the house is really good and it helps you kind of "recalibrate". also don't restrict like crazy after bc it makes the cravings worse. stay safe <3

[near saw mcr 🗡️ @sitb4ckrelapse]

when you've lost 10kg but you started out as obese so now you just look less fat

[near saw mcr 🗡️ @sitb4ckrelapse]

@fadedanddemoted omg that's why i love getting sick sometimes it means no appetite for days... get well soon tho being nauseous turbo sucks

[near saw mcr 🗡️ @sitb4ckrelapse]

also i burned my finger so bad while cooking and i have a huge open blister it looks like i cut off a portion of my finger

[near saw mcr 🗡️ @sitb4ckrelapse]

beach today... i have to wear a bikini... shivers

[near saw mcr 🗡️ @sitb4ckrelapse]

tried to have a fuck my ed moment by not measuring oil and had a panic attack immediately after <3

[near saw mcr 🗡️ @sitb4ckrelapse]

i'm going to the beach on thursday... hope i'm not as bloated...

[near saw mcr 🗡️ @sitb4ckrelapse]

@vrsxtle pasta or sushi

[near saw mcr 🗡️ @sitb4ckrelapse]

i envy everyone who plays piano well and look at them with such jealousy i miss playing the piano so bad and it all got ruined by my mom

[near saw mcr 🗡️ @sitb4ckrelapse]

my online friend group got together bc of a coincidence and i can't travel to meet them i'm so fucking sad

[near saw mcr 🗡️ @sitb4ckrelapse]

whateveeeeeer it doesn't matteeeeeeeeeeer

[near saw mcr 🗡️ @sitb4ckrelapse]

i hate everyone i hate myself the most out of this whole situation i wish i could just be normal what do normal people do when their best friend won't talk to them i should just relapse rn at least i'd have some sort of way to take it out on something

[near saw mcr 🗡️ @sitb4ckrelapse]

"i was on call with her till late" so you were awake and just didn't read my texts and ignored me for hours and hours on end sure that's fine. what the fuck did i even do

[near saw mcr 🗡️ @sitb4ckrelapse]

and even if i said "hey can you text me a little more i'm kinda struggling lately" i'd get one word answers anyway cause they need to talk to their fucking girlfriend omg i hope she ghosts them