not gonna see much art here for a while, ive kinda lost my spark for drawing for the time being. it doesnt really bring me joy anymore and i think i need to spend time away from the pen to have any chance of reigniting that spark. i know i dont really have an audience that-
-cares much, its either friends i convinced to follow me on here or more popular people who felt bad i was left in the dust but it just isnt my passion anymore. i dont have a passion for much else, but ill fill in the blanks. itll be okay. thanks you guys i love you
ive posted my art on instagram for longer than here obviously (regularly posting at least one piece a week for several years) and even then on there i have less than 150 followers, and i maybe get six likes from the same six friends. it really fucking hurts
only real personal post ill make on here, i want this to be purely an art-posting account, but being a small artist online is humiliating. i have all the connections someone could want, and i post art in several places at a time, and ive been regularly posting for a while-
i dont like begging, i really dont. but i just dont know what to do at this point. i have friends with tens of thousands of followers and i cant help but feel my art is so mediocre that it repels anybody from looking at it. im struggling to not quit doing art but its hard.
undiagnosed autistic lemur girl named murray who works at a bike shop with haara and has a really bad staring problem. and she's flat but thats okay #ALGOL