honestly if he is cheating on me again or is going to i genuinely just want to find out asap no matter how painful it is because i cannot let this man keep playing in my face like that over and over and over again i will actually leave for good if this shit happens again
it feels like either i'm actively getting cheated on again or it's coming at some point in the near future. hoping i'm wrong or else i might not survive this time
i have such a sickening feeling rn that i'm getting cheated on again and it's probably just me being too in my head and paranoid constantly but something feels so off