klepthmosius: the yearner

-3000 -vesel -lore dumper/truth teller -17 zillion dollar dm fee

[klepthmosius: the yearner @skedddaa]

I am the jester in the furnace

[klepthmosius: the yearner @skedddaa]

@lilsouljaboygoo I love you mr beast

[klepthmosius: the yearner @skedddaa]

Thinking about becoming a scarf guy, or will people know I’m not a scarf guy and then kill me

[klepthmosius: the yearner @skedddaa]

As the smoke rolls off my knuckle into the atmosphere i watch as the the ocean meets the land and for just a moment only this exists

[klepthmosius: the yearner @skedddaa]

I talked to her and felt nothing, I’m saved

[klepthmosius: the yearner @skedddaa]

Disgusting worthless vortex of filth

[klepthmosius: the yearner @skedddaa]

As the fire on the beach fades out I ash out my cigarette and float away

[klepthmosius: the yearner @skedddaa]

I’m so ashamed even alone I can’t raise my head

[klepthmosius: the yearner @skedddaa]

Oh god

[klepthmosius: the yearner @skedddaa]

I fucked up and clicked her profile she is even more beautiful than the last time she left, I fear now the only way to recover from this is to blow my fucking head off

[klepthmosius: the yearner @skedddaa]

Must stop looking at myself before I rip my face off

[klepthmosius: the yearner @skedddaa]

It starts with a “hey” and ends with another scar

[klepthmosius: the yearner @skedddaa]

Walking contradiction often miss the faux prescriptions

[klepthmosius: the yearner @skedddaa]

I am pure scum, I have no regard for my life yet in my final moments I’d beg for more time

[klepthmosius: the yearner @skedddaa]

Maybe someday I’ll be comfortable breaking down

[klepthmosius: the yearner @skedddaa]

Looked in the mirror, week ruined

[klepthmosius: the yearner @skedddaa]

She is such a god like figure and I look I’ve been painted on afterwards by heronymus Bosch

[klepthmosius: the yearner @skedddaa]

I experienced ego death during the closing chorus of iris by the goo goo dolls

[klepthmosius: the yearner @skedddaa]

I need more cigarettes

[klepthmosius: the yearner @skedddaa]

God makes miracles, the devil makes deals