this is so fucking embarrassing but I don’t know what to do anymore. My binge episodes have gotten so much worse as well like I normally never would have. I can literally see the fat growing on my body in places I used to be bony. I feel the jiggle instead of the lack of body fat
I can’t stand this anymore !!! My binging is at an all time high, I have spent almost every single day for the last week just binging and I’ve called out of work twice this week and late most days. When does it get better again?!?! I used to have this disease under control
I’m gonna end up back at my hw thanks to all this binging I swear to god. Nothing makes you feel like such garbage. I don’t even want to eat the food either but atp I don’t even want to spend time with my loved ones because I’m too worried about food and what I’ll binge next