i had a bf when i was ultra deep in my ed and i treated him like shit and now we are talking again AND ID DO FUCKING ANYTHING FOR HIM TO TREAT ME LIKE HE USED TO HE WAS SO SWEET IM GONNA KILL MYSELF WHY DID I RUIN IT JUST TO STARVE MYSELF
everything will be ok!!!! college is not the end of the world!!! what matters is getting my degree so i can help others as a nurse!!!!!! that is all that matters!!!!!!!!!!! i can help others!!!! i can contribute in a way that is meaningful!!!!
im so overwhelmed and anxious and idk whats going on or what im supposed to be doing adn i have no fuckign support it would just be easier to kill msyefl ugghn