So it didn't even happen? You just sat down and started thinking about getting fucked by a man?
I can't believe I fell for this fuckass engagement bait.
Despite the fact that I want a romantic relationship, I'm not that desperate that I'll overlook nonchalance. Plus I don't fw sex at all so I cut off communication with people who can't keep a conversation going.
One of my friends is sitting prettily on this table. She only reads anime bls and watch yaoi but she's homophobic.
I'm also thinking it might be internalized racism. Other culture is fine but when it comes to black people, they hate it.
My favorite gay movies (in order):
1. Brokeback mountain (obviously)
2. God's own country
3. The blonde one
4. Firebird
5. Shelter
6. Free fall
7. Cousins
8. Red, White and Royal Blue
9. Steel
I refuse to rewatch Red, White and Royal Blue, not because it wasn't a great movie, but because their chemistry was too great. I was so jealous and longed for a relationship of my own after watching it. Still in the search for that someone...
@EmmanuelMf92930 No. I just playfully said it to see their reaction and if they reached badlyโwhich they didโI said it was a joke. One warned me never to say that to him again.
Plus, I'm not fully gay. I'm bi.
Unrelated but I've had crushes on about five straight guys and stylishly confessed to them. The rejections set my head straight. I did it on purpose though. I wanted them to reject me so I can move on.