valentine 💝

tw ed • 18 • he/him

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

thinkin abt fixating on bananaz thiz summer

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

why m i skinnier now that m eating normally than when i waz @ the worst of my 3d 😭

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

atp i just hav b3d instead of anything restrictiv. thiz iz so embarrassing

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

m going insane i need validation i need someone to say they like my body n dont find it absolutely fucking gross for at least a few hourz so i dont go fully insane again last night hurt sm n m scared ill do it again

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

@faeriebonesz they dont, theyre racist

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

itz so obviouz she haz barely any queer (especially tranz) friendz cuz shez being so careful n since i told her that m a guy 😭😭😭 like yknow those ppl who make sure to say masc termz in every single sentence after u come out?

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

@f4st1ng oh 😃😆

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

sorry u didnt hav a dad ig 😭

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

also the girl ive been talking to for literally less than two dayz just said ily n called me d4ddy??? bro what

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

also the girl ive been talking to for literally less than two dayz just said ily n called me d4ddy??? bro what

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

watching s2 of my fav show n i cried out of nowhere even tho nothing sad happened???

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

i think that m abt to get my period

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

shez just az affectionate az yesterday 😭 what iz wrong wif me

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

well i wouldve had that breakdown at some point anywayz so

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

guess who didnt get ghosted for the second time after all n iz just rlly fucking insane n unstable....

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

deleted all social media n d8ing appz last night cuz i waz like "m gonna focuz on myself n take a longer break from all that n stop obsessing n heal" n then 5 minz after i just got uo i downloaded them all again...

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

@vittaedtw yez, i alwayz ignore it

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

what would i fucking do then. how would i be able to keep being here if she had d13d that nigjt

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

i could never h8 her. @ least not less than myself.

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

my mother could be d34d now because of a man. thatz fucking insane. m turning into my fucking mother.

[valentine 💝 @skindreamy]

i saw her sobbing on the floor n puk1ng her gutz out cuz she sw4ll0w3d too many p1llz. all because of a man. because of a fucking man.