jay ✩

✩ edtwt ✩ is it my time to go yet 🐦‍⬛✩

[jay ✩ @skinnydashh]

I need new mutual as i’ve been gone for a bit and a lot of you disappeared!! Im ngl i dont even remember how to do a intro

🏷️ edtwt moots wl

[jay ✩ @skinnydashh]

also since I have gastroparesis now, i literally never have a appetite and never hungry. it’s lowkey a blessing and a curse

[jay ✩ @skinnydashh]

i’ve already lost my period and it hasn’t even been 2 months of restriction. this relapse is not gonna be good, i’ve missed edtwt so much

[jay ✩ @skinnydashh]

i should’ve never discharged yet, but I wasn’t honest with them about how much I was eating so here we fucking are….

[jay ✩ @skinnydashh]

fried rice with funyons was not on my bingo card but it’s rlly good tbh

[jay ✩ @skinnydashh]

the math is not mathing. if there’s 2 servings and 1 serving is 130cal how is the whole bag 270?!?

[jay ✩ @skinnydashh]

also does anyone else have a wacky ass scale that you have to CHARGE?!?

[jay ✩ @skinnydashh]

lol i relapsed with laxatives on monday but im down 4 pounds so that’s a plus ig😭

[jay ✩ @skinnydashh]

if anyone has been to erc denver IP can u let me know like how it is? what should i bring? what should i know lmao

[jay ✩ @skinnydashh]

@kstinylife ughh i hate that. and thank u!! i’ll prolly dm u laterr 🫶🏼

[jay ✩ @skinnydashh]

so i’ve fallen off bc things have been an absolute shit show. i’m going inpatient on monday….

[jay ✩ @skinnydashh]

@thatbadeartha thank u. i haven’t been doing so hot

[jay ✩ @skinnydashh]

eating 3000+ cals makes me wanna actually die

[jay ✩ @skinnydashh]

no fucking clue how but i maintained on 2800 cals and it was increased to 3000 today but i’ve been shitting so much today after being constipated. i do and don’t hope i lose weight bc i don’t want my meal plan increased again

[jay ✩ @skinnydashh]

@bl00dnB0nee kat just know i care about u 🫶🏼

[jay ✩ @skinnydashh]

someone give me things i could do while in the hospital to distract myself, i got admitted earlier

[jay ✩ @skinnydashh]

secured mfssss

[jay ✩ @skinnydashh]

getting a celsius and i need it injected into my bloodstream ASAP

[jay ✩ @skinnydashh]

me and my shadow body checks 4Life 💀

[jay ✩ @skinnydashh]

y’all i eat 800-1200 a day and still lose weight each day but im also burning anywhere from 300-800cals 😅