(I just live day by day, fighting demons)
I smoked away my brain I think im going dumb
cocaine up on my gums I think they going numb
I’m having stomach pains now i’m throwing up
hypo mania r u here idk
i want to punch u and u and u in the face
if u piss me off one little bit ur done
the doctors want me to die
told them if they let me go ill kms
they try to discharge me
my dad come to pick me up bc they dont want me to bus/can home bc they think i will
times in the past days ive been here to kill myself does no one care. i talked to a dr ik they want to keep me here i shouldve lied to my dad and said i was fine so i could go home and kill myself im so done w this and everything in my head and life always a mess.