tai ✨ they/them

tw for my whole account. 25. they/them. not pro.

[tai ✨ they/them @skinnynymph]

im actually so depressed that i’m to the point that i want to die again…. luv this 4 me

[tai ✨ they/them @skinnynymph]

@Thintoxicating i feel you. i just came back recently and i feel like the whole vibe is diff im not sure if i like it lol

[tai ✨ they/them @skinnynymph]

my partner keep saying he’s proud of me lately and im so confused as to what for bc im actually in a worse place than i’ve been in for the past 2-3 yrs…

[tai ✨ they/them @skinnynymph]

i actually been wanting die lately… if only i had a way 🙃

[tai ✨ they/them @skinnynymph]

tempted to go to my gym and walk on the treadmill for a bit to burn off everything today but also my bf might find that sue bc he’s already complaining that i didn’t eat enough today

[tai ✨ they/them @skinnynymph]

kinda still feel shit abt it bc everything i ate today was so processed but trying to make it ok w myself bc i didn’t go over the limit

[tai ✨ they/them @skinnynymph]

ending today w 370 cals and that includes my first meal of the ds at which i purged… not too shabby

[tai ✨ they/them @skinnynymph]

@calorieuchis 25 and i have two degrees but im currently a senior working on my 3rd

[tai ✨ they/them @skinnynymph]

im falling in love w purging again

[tai ✨ they/them @skinnynymph]

changed my layout for the first time in a long time and it looks so much better now

[tai ✨ they/them @skinnynymph]

day 1 of the abc diet was a success. im ending with 410 out of 500 cals

[tai ✨ they/them @skinnynymph]

going to bed hungry 💗

[tai ✨ they/them @skinnynymph]

i’ve been clean from purging for 2 years 4 months and 1 week yet today i through that all out for the pursuit of skinny

[tai ✨ they/them @skinnynymph]

also thinking abt getting back into the swing of purging but im not sure where or how i can do it considering my apt is only like 500sqft there’s no way my partner doesn’t hear it

[tai ✨ they/them @skinnynymph]

i think i’m gonna try doing the ABC diet bc i need this weight gone like yesterday

[tai ✨ they/them @skinnynymph]

my professor ended class 45 mins early which means i can go to the school gym and weigh myself 🥳

[tai ✨ they/them @skinnynymph]

*Casusually wants to unalive myself the day after my 25th bday*

[tai ✨ they/them @skinnynymph]

not me spending the past 3 hrs on ed socials rather than doing homework that’s due today

[tai ✨ they/them @skinnynymph]

i HATE HATE HATE how far i am rn and what i hate even more is that i can’t fast more than 16-18 hrs at a time bc im being watched