xavier

he | 19 | stonerexic | i don’t really exist

[xavier @skullf0ck]

bmi 12.2 ft. my beautiful baby boy

[liv's backup 🦋 @skinnlheart]

early christmas wishlist:

- reaching ugw

- fast metabolism

- 10cm added to my height

[xavier @skullf0ck]

everytime i drink i get the urge to text my ex what is this hell

[xavier @skullf0ck]

yall i got fuckin hyperthyroidism im so pissed i thought ts gave u hypo why is my body reversed

[xavier @skullf0ck]

@starryboness LITERALLY ME WND MY BROTHER ON SUNDAY

[xavier @skullf0ck]

one fun thing abt recovery is now i can go to all the protests with my dad cuz i wont faint walking half a mile

[vin =w= @curculionidaee]

kind of really want to kill myself right now

[xavier @skullf0ck]

sitting on the side of the road cuz i missed therapy and i can’t let my mom know

[xavier @skullf0ck]

@I_have_big_ball choc ice cream and cheez-its 🤩 comes out in one big clump

[xavier @skullf0ck]

@lyisntpurging had a half a bagel tdy with cream cheese 🤩

[xavier @skullf0ck]

@skinandb0nes444 UR LYIBG this is one of my top three fs

[xavier @skullf0ck]

now i’m going next week but im just gonna sit in my car for a while so my mom thinks im still at therapy ( life630 shit ) but i’m so fucking mad

[xavier @skullf0ck]

hey guyyyysss i have two updates, one that that im back up to 100 lbs !! and two that i CANNOT get into therapy , the girl i was supposed to go to a month ago called out , and then i overslept the next one , then they CLOSED MY CASE , then this one tdy apparently was…

[xavier @skullf0ck]

so basically i’m just really really pissed off rn and i’ve down a drink since i thought i would be going into therapy and i wanted to be open and less anxious and whatever but FUCK

[xavier @skullf0ck]

i can barely see but that doesn’t mean n o can’t see the fuckery that’s going

[xavier @skullf0ck]

THE REVOLUTION WILL BE TELEVISED

[xavier @skullf0ck]

am i a bad person ?

[xavier @skullf0ck]

lowkye sometimes i how that ppl worry abt be , it makes me feel card for