New intro because I'm not about to pay to edit posts wtf
Age: 22
Gw 1: 299
Gw 2: 245
Gw 3: 199
Gw 4: 145
UGW: 123 or lessssss
MINORS DNI EW WTF GO AWAYYY
I don't have an ed I just fucking hate myself🤭 not promoting #proformenotforthee
Take care of yourself ❤️
Every day I see normal human bodies. I live in a normal human world...
How do I forget so easily?
How do I keep forgetting how inhuman I am?
How do I never notice the looks, the stares I must get.
How do I keep forgetting I am a beast among men?
I just want to be human like them.
Being a fatass makes me such a loser.
If a fat guy is into anime hes a gross neckbeard basement dweller.
If a fit guy is into anime he's a goofy, cute Lil nerd boy.
Me: *tells somebody about my w8 issues/weightloss*
Them: *starts commenting on my actions* "you should watch out, you're gonna regret it if you eat that*
When I finally started a diary years ago it was because I realized that the one person I trust over everything to vent my issues to and get advice from is completely fucking indifferent to my suffering. At least if I vent write it feels like the words actually stick to the paper.
Self reminder, yet again, to stop fucking talking to people in my life about things that bother me, because they just won't get it and then start telling me that I should watch what im eating, as if I dont think about being a fatass every fucking day since I was 8.