skye rocket 🎵💫

starry song maker // dog girl deluxe // art: @skyediving // listen to me sing about pirates 👉💫

[skye rocket 🎵💫 @skyerocket]

despite everything, it still makes me smile the stars we're made of figured out how to love each other.

[skye rocket 🎵💫 @skyerocket]

running on will and stars
#art #illustration

[skye rocket 🎵💫 @skyerocket]

this year, on spotify alone, fifty-three thousand of you listened to my songs 331,490 times and added them to more than thirteen thousand playlists

that is insane and all i can say is i'm beyond grateful that what i put my heart and soul into has done something to reach yours

[skye rocket 🎵💫 @skyerocket]

pov we are on a date now

[skye rocket 🎵💫 @skyerocket]

i don't wanna forget... should i put this up on spotify...? 🎼🌻

[skye rocket 🎵💫 @skyerocket]

i miss my bike so bad it hurts. one (1) accident that has needed repairs for months with negative emergency money and that's oneshot k-o for anything beyond the four walls that had been eating me alive as-is. the sun isn't the same like this

[skye rocket 🎵💫 @skyerocket]

the hardest part is ever coming back home.

[realyuriyearners @realyuriyearns]

if you think uncomfortable conversations are hard well you're in luck because ghosting everyone in your life and dropping out of the world is super duper easy and doesn't take a toll on your mental health at all so you can just do that. no i wasn't asking. you have to do it.

[skye rocket 🎵💫 @skyerocket]

i don't wanna forget... should i put this up on spotify...? 🎼🌻

[skye rocket 🎵💫 @skyerocket]

little rainy day cover of "don't forget" from deltarune 💛

[skye rocket 🎵💫 @skyerocket]

considering that dẹbate and the subsequent likelihood of prọject 2025, this is about to be an even more extreme danger to the trans women around you, so hey, read this and hot allostatic load and recognize what violent depersoning and carceral destruction of support networks does to people who were already wildly at-risk long before being liable to be the incoming state's #1 public enemy

[skye rocket 🎵💫 @skyerocket]

freeze fawn flight

[skye rocket 🎵💫 @skyerocket]

what if u do both of these

like "theres so much damage but god its all so nebulous and hard to explain and ive never even seen x+y+z as a known condition" and then you find the right chart and youre like "LOOK. THIS IS MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY!!!!! LOOK LOOK LOOK ITS ME LOOK HOLY FUCK"

[yuri!!! and its the star with confetti behind @yuriiiiButAStar]

girl who so clearly has cptsd: Okay but like I don't think theres actually anything wrong with me. Its just my personality

[skye rocket 🎵💫 @skyerocket]

i wish if i cried enough it would all eventually come out

[skye rocket 🎵💫 @skyerocket]

this went through 100 drafts for six weeks with the date leaping each time. stillborn and still forced

permanent dorsal vagal shutdown with sympathetic arousal (with persisting collapse hidden by fawn response) btw

didnt feel right saying https://t.co/T4TFZVn4Cl beforehand

[skye rocket 🎵💫 @skyerocket]

this went through 100 drafts for six weeks with the date leaping each time. stillborn and still forced

permanent dorsal vagal shutdown with sympathetic arousal (with persisting collapse hidden by fawn response) btw

didnt feel right saying https://t.co/T4TFZVn4Cl beforehand

[skye rocket 🎵💫 @skyerocket]

did you know being trapped in this is a named condition

me atm: a) post venmo and TRY to SAY WHY for 1% chance a miracle happens or b) cant move to save my life and i am 100% evicted today but i cant do that if it doesnt take up space and it never cant

i cant even close my eyes

[Tad Ghostal @poe_collector]

A lot of people never actually recalibrate from Trauma Recovery Brain in which you have to retreat internally to preserve what’s left of your basic ability to function and heal to survive. They regrow their new self on top of Trauma Recovery Brain and it’s insanely difficult to reach them.

[skye rocket 🎵💫 @skyerocket]

the horrors persist. i persist back. we're in a stupid little arms race

[skye rocket 🎵💫 @skyerocket]

i mean this is a godforsaken curse, but yeah

[rabid dog @unrequiet]

lets all critically misunderstand me

[skye rocket 🎵💫 @skyerocket]

ama

[skye rocket 🎵💫 @skyerocket]

we are all that we are

holding on until we fall apart