Are you partying alone this Friday?
Lemme me be your best friend.
I'll show you understanding and compassion, tell me some wild shit and I'll show you your ok and I got you.
Wanna have a cloud off I also got you.
Let's get spun (40$ per hour + ) and undone (100$ +)
I hope to see your face π
#drugtwt #meth #alone #lonley #companion
Those clouds are almost as sick as I was.
The shakes.
Pro tip. Booze and drugs deplete your vitamin reserves causing major jolts and shakes and lots of other shit that can seriously permanently mess your brain up.
Magnesium
B12
And l-thimine
Can help you from not being brain dead and keep you doing drugs.
Stay safe.
#harmreduction #drugtwt
Are you partying alone this Friday?
Lemme me be your best friend.
I'll show you understanding and compassion, tell me some wild shit and I'll show you your ok and I got you.
Wanna have a cloud off I also got you.
Let's get spun (40$ per hour + ) and undone (100$ +)
I hope to see your face π
#drugtwt #meth #alone #lonley #companion
How could a simple visit turn to a life-wrathing choice? A simple thank you . turned into a Redemption of oh, your shirt matches your eyes as you drooled over the fact that you knew how to pull at my delicate heart strings . 'Oh my, I haven't showered in so long or slept or ate or had a place." A simple action that was supposed to be an action.
Not a whole lifestyle change because looking into your eyes while I helped you. you deserve better than this. You are better. You know it.
The little smirk that made you feel like you weren't as fucking useless as you deemed yourself to be
.as you slept. I stared at you because it was so fucking weird to me. Surreal .
How could this man that would have been a determining factor of how my day went 4 years ago be sitting beside me?
There were so many moments that I'd be like.
This isn't real and I'd staring in awe and that awe turned to gravel.
" I wasn't helping if the very action that's harming him is being enabled by me thinking. Somehow I'll change his world "
because his world doesn't involve change. Only the change by the next crumb or hit the next measly white barely able to see it. Not able to feel it buzzing through your brain but somehow it runs your whole fucking world
inspirations of thieving and grieving your morals . when you had more than spare change to change your sporadic erratic impulses.
Then I came along and that was the endless change that you wanted, I thought you desired .
And it was . Just not in the way I thought. empty holes in my pockets where you're thieving ways sewed them shut .
I was thinking I was smarter than someone who's lost it .
lost everything. Anything. Any place caused more than empty space that caused the drugs to replace any source of change.
lost it as in his own rearranging of. Sanity . lost every belonging every single day because wearing a ratty Playboy shirt and unwashed for a month jeans while dripping the gone .... insane from his weak thoughts.
Those clothing items became less important than a lighter and pipe a willing to sell them for a gain of more pain, which is insane for a stupid fucking rock, a crack rock, stealing anything, his liquor drenched, liquid courage hands can steal. He was at his own rock bottom and instead of wanting change, he embraced it and made a maggot house out of the skeletons he created.
Using brillo ash for the concrete.
Wanna buy my other pee desperation vids. ON SALE FOR 40$ NORMALLY 60$.
SAMPLE PACK OF ALL THE THINGS IM INTO 40$
OR TELL ME WHAT MAKES THAT DICK TWITCH AND WE CAN WORK SOMETHING OUT.
Here's another throwback. When I was being hella creative π .
Gotta look within myself to find it again I guess.
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