Colonel Xia. (CLOSED)

𝐑𝐏 | 🔞MDNI | EN/ID | Farspace Fleet's Colonel.

[Colonel Xia. (CLOSED) @skyharbinger]

Hello, pipsqueak. It has been awhile isnt it? I really hope that you are in a good health and mind. I miss you a lot.

But there is something i must say, not gege but the writer.

[Colonel Xia. (CLOSED) @skyharbinger]

@puddinfreeky Hi pips, long time no see. I hope you are doing well too :)

[Colonel Xia. (CLOSED) @skyharbinger]

Hi?

[Colonel Xia. (CLOSED) @skyharbinger]

Wah, jadi ada anjing baru?

[ً @holyaches]

my body is burning with the shame of not belonging.

[ً @holyaches]

i was carving my name into your side and you were calling me soft， calling me gentle. i do not think you were paying attention.

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you have no one who has any sort of consideration for you. you have had patience and endurance， and what have they done for you? half-killed you.

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forgiven? i’m not meant to be forgiven. unforgivable. that’s what i am.

[ً @holyaches]

when i cut a hole into my skull， do you hate what you see? like i do.

[ً @holyaches]

there's something wrong with me， and it reads nothing like poetry. so will you love me in spite of these tics and inconsistencies?

[ً @holyaches]

you are one of god's mistakes， you crying， tragic waste of skin， i'm well aware of how it aches， and you still won't let me in.

[ً @holyaches]

i've always been living in search of the touch of someone's hand.

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once i become attached to something， i fear that i will lose it. that's why you only live for the moment. but you， you brought me pain. pain that i didn't ask for. when i'm with you， i fear everything.

[ً @holyaches]

an eye for an eye， a leg for a leg. a shot in the heart doesn't make it unbreak.

[ً @holyaches]

people need to be told they're worthy of being alive by someone else， or else they can't go on.

[ً @holyaches]

the hour of my execution is almost here. for the sinner， the curtain call has come. i know i may not sound it， but， faced with death， i find myself a little afraid. perhaps this is one thing both gods and humans have in common.

[ً @holyaches]

this is the pain of loving a brother.

[ً @holyaches]

perhaps one did not want to be loved so much as understood.

[ً @holyaches]

a scared boy with a gun ... sound familiar?

[ً @holyaches]

he is holding your head underwater because he is trying to kill you， and you deserve it， you do, and you are ready to die in this swimming pool because you wanted to touch his hands and lips and this means your life is over anyway.

[Colonel Xia. (CLOSED) @skyharbinger]

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With all of that,
skyharbinger officially closed.

Sincerely,
Hymn. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ

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[Colonel Xia. (CLOSED) @skyharbinger]

Hello, pipsqueak. It has been awhile isnt it? I really hope that you are in a good health and mind. I miss you a lot.

But there is something i must say, not gege but the writer.

[Colonel Xia. (CLOSED) @skyharbinger]

As for my mundane acc, i won't disclose it, if you can find me you can follow but ask for my consent first.