as my final act of love, I will give you the silence that you have been asking for.
I’ll stop double texting. I’ll stop checking if you’re online. I’ll stop making up reasons to text you just because I miss you. I’ll stop asking if you’re okay when I already know you don’t care enough to ask me back.
It’s crazy because I never wanted things to end like this. I wanted us to fix things, to talk about what went wrong and somehow find our way back to each other.
So yeah, you got your silence.
No more “I miss you.”
No more “can we talk?”
No more checking up on you.
And if you ever wonder why I suddenly stopped reaching out, just remember I didn’t stop caring. I just got tired of feeling unwanted by someone I wanted so badly
God, I’m tired of carrying this pain. If love keeps hurting this much, I don’t want it anymore. I just want peace, a calm heart, and a reason to smile again.
no, im not okay. i wanna talk to you so bad. i miss you so fucking much rn. i miss our conversations. i miss how we used to talk everyday. i miss the way you treated me when we first started talking.