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[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

#edtwt #venttwt intro

17yo (08)
any pronouns
dx depression, social anxiety and autism

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pl/eng
coffee lover
yapping about everything, but mostly just rambling

♡/↻ if u want to be moots

[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

if I ever get a best friend, no matter what, I WILL force them to watch doctor who. I haven't thought about this series for a while, and gosh, I forgot how much I love this silly, instructive, sad show

[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

like the playlist title comes from a song that’s literally about them, and the cover doesn’t feature any characters, but a clip related to them from the show. actually the longer I think about it, the less obvious it seems than I thought

[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

now that I think about it, I hope people who checked out my playlists on spotify at least suspect that some of them, full of love songs, are meant for my fav ships cos otherwise it would be really awkward 😭

[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

mushy cauliflower for breakfast, lunch and dinner🙂‍↕️ I don’t have to worry about this in any way, so it’s definitely gonna be one of my favourite meals from now on

[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

@amphelis reading what you said really made me feel better. it's very kind of you to say all that 🫂💙

[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

I try to be a better person, but most of the time I just sound overly sensitive and irritating. I mean, in my head it sounds right, but in the context of society it doesn’t. so in trying to get rid of my bad habits, I ended up creating new ones, only disguised as good ones

[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

for instance, I've concluded that gossiping & random judging is wrong. however my head believes this applies to every form of it. that even pointing at sb's belongings and saying they’re ugly, I see as sth better left unsaid cos it'd make the owner sad
#whyitsgoodidonthavefriends

[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

it doesn't really bother me, but this sucks a bit that because of the way my childhood turned out, I've lost any chances for a future if I’d wanted one

[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

honestly, if I were to have a life after university, I would adopt a baby or a kid. generally, without all my mental problems, I think my life would probably be very close to what is considered a typical, normal one
hm

[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

my tweets seem more and more like a torrent of words, overlapping one another. in a way that reading them is just not right. jeez, even in writing I can’t avoid sounding weird

[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

if I could, I would give a consciousness no more than one star

[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

I love it when I look in the mirror after waking up and see how ugly I look, so I try to do something about it, but instead end up disgusted with myself; along with being terrified about every upcoming interaction because of it and ashamed that others will have to look at me

[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

@amphelis I think it’s pretty the same, but almost inaudible. nevertheless I understand everything perfectly. that's obvious, but still kinda weird. ability to make a sound which makes no sense. I wanted to compare it to something, but every idea I come up with just seems even more bizarre

[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

a thought occurred to me; if I don't always feel like the same gender and yet still like my birth name, maybe I could just use the male version of it when I don't want to be seen as a girl. so theoretically I'd have two first names. do people do that, or is it a very weird idea

[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

haRRRcut one spelling mistake and I feel like I have to die

[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

wait I've just realized that I have the same harcut as dean in the very early seasons👀

[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

something's up if, out of all the hairstyles I've ever had, while not being any skinny queen, my current very short one suits me the most. like even tho I was born in the wrong body, a masculine look suits it better anyway

[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

small thing, but I love it when even such random stuff I have similar to my favourite characters

[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

@s0nymustdie DEFINITELY WILL!! the references look very pretty, so I’m sure that no matter, it’ll suit you

[🐾 ᵏᵃʳᵒ @sleepycatts]

I don’t know why, but every time I check when the shopping sundays are this year, I’m so certain it will be on the very next sunday that I would actually need to go. and I’m never right😭 maybe I was born with a brain after all, but certainly not with a properly functioning one