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it's me sal. brands reseller yg masih merangkak.
💖AnggunCotton 💖NFH

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you'll managed. stop worrying.

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Slow je..bukan nada marah tp nampak dia nak nangis but then he don't. Aku sambung baring membelakangkan dia tau2 tgk dah tertido. Tak sempat makankan ubat lagi dia dah tertido.

Ibu mintak maaf sayang 😭

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Ibu yg lemah ke aku?

Anak baling bola, maybe nak ajak main. Aku yg baru je baring, dgn lap hingus, terkokol2 batuk, terus menangis2 cakap kat dia,

"Cuba bawak2 berehat, kita dua ni tak sihat. Dah waktu tido ptg pun. Cukup2 lah buat sepah ni sume sape nak kemas".

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Babik ape ek suruh dapatkan dari mytax app, tp app nye bodoh taknak loading suruh aku tercongok la depan phone ni sampai mereput agaknya arghhhhhhhhh

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Aku nak tolong jimat tp sial jugak lantak ah!

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So many things I wanna do yet nothing is done

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Apesal dah berbuihhhhh aku masak malam tadi kot SIALLAHHHH
Len kali pilih lah manusia instead of Allah lg, pagi jumaat pulak tu

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Nasib kau la nakk dapat mak maceni

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Perut mengeras tiap kali marah. Skrg ni, mcm mana utk tak marah2 ?

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Sepanjang malam ya ku tunggu..for absolutely nothing.

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Damn it

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Kat mana silapnya ya Allah? Aku tak cukup berdoa ke? Aku salah dlm mdidik dia ke? 😭

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Nasib baik dah masak nasi. Takdelah terbeli or masak yg bukan2. Tp skrg nak lauk apa?

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It's always you, the one who disappointed yourself, pastu lash it out on others. Mintak bila nak, cakap bila perlu, express properly, will you?

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😭😭

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Weird looking donuts utk hamzah harini

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Org lain start pagi dgn subuh, kau start dgn game bodoh. Pastu stres sendiri. Haihh the only healing I afford pun not so healing anymore

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Kdg tangisan/amukan tu bukan cuma sebab benda kecik mcm beras terabur kat katil, tp sbb SEMUA BENDA LAIN jugak yg dah penuhkan kepala otak & kotak emosi ni. Penuh sgt

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Bukanlah terpaling surirumah, terpaling mak2, but some days just hard

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Being pregnant has always been scary, wonder why I'm having another.

A job and more money is what needed rn, but still I'm having another baby.

Pastu breakdown, rasa takut hari2 sampai beranak. With no one to tell or even cry to, comfortably.

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Just another fail day as a mom