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bmi 17.2 fat loser

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Depressed and skinny > depressed and fat

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I feel like I’m going to have to take some lax but I have such a busy day tomorrow and am out of the house for most of it????

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My binge ended on 1800 today and I know that’s probs not a lot to people BUT I am literally eating less than that per week. I feel so full, bloated and sad. So sad. I know when I weigh myself tomorrow my progress is going to be out of the window.

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I know the reason I’m not losing fast is water retention but I’m so scared to drink water lately as I’m worried it’s going to bloat me and make me gain

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(Btw I’m not fatphobic at all- I just personally hate *myself* being fat. ALSO I literally have an ED so stop sending me messages LOL)

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Depressed and skinny > depressed and fat

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@uptownballerina I really thought you meant like IT in a technology way and I was SO confused for a minute

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91 days to lose 28lbs is feeling very stressful

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I fear that my calorie deficit is catching up to me. I’m not sleeping, having heart palpitations and feel sick constantly…..

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Great news

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Sectioned/forced recov/developed BED/relapsed HARD/UW again but still depressed

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I went from bmi 15 to bmi to bmi 30 to bmi 17 and I hate myself so much regardless of what weight I was

[piss boy @meowmeowokokok]

im at my ugliest, fattest and stupidest rn

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Why have I never searched this before!

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all I want is to be on meds that suppress my appetite instead of Olanzapine which makes it through the roof

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@cassliesh lol or not?

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I only lost 12.5lbs (5.6kg) in October no wonder I’m still FAT

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I have an event in Feb and I’ve bought a pretty dress in a size way too small because I’m determined to lose weight and fit in it

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holy lock in I’ve lost 9lbs in 8 days

[Izuku Midoriya of 🍽️twt @goingplusultra]

christmas list reveal!!
-thigh gap
-flat stomach
-45kg
-visible weight loss
-slim face
-thin legs
-prominent collarbones

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I officially have 4 months to lose 34lbs. 8.5lbs a month, just over 2lbs a week. Achievable.