lia | shtwt

25yo / any prns / edtwt: @bbylifeaintfair ଘ(๑˃ᴗ˂)━☆ﾟ.*･｡ﾟeng/esp

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

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[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

kinda thinking about making a comeback cuz life sucks a bit too much and i can't cope healthily cuz i fucked up my brain by using this bs of a coping mechanism for +10y and now i'm fucking addicted yeahyeahyeah fml

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

i'm no one's fucking priority nobody cares about my actual feelings and i have to live knowing that i will always be secondary to everyone while i give my all for my loved ones. always a fucking loser

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

pretty please

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

what if i just disappeared 😀 please 😀

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

i lost and the scabpicker won grrrrr

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

okay i'm dating oomf

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

not relapsing rn cuz im falling for oomf

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

the scabpicker in me is suffering .... i want it gone but i also don't want to wait for it to scab again fml

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

this is how i used to do it ten years ago what.......

[mischa @pukeshota]

has anyone ever actually selfharm w a knife

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

@upt1ll_m1dn1ght i'd have to look for non stick gauze cuz i've never tried it, also thanks for the tip!! i never think about that because i get hella anxious 😭😭

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

found a dull blade and i did ts sigh it's so small but it bled sm a pain in the ass tbh

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

@upt1ll_m1dn1ght i have it air healing cuz everything gets stuck and it's so painful to remove and i need it to scab asap cuz i was stupid not going to the er for stitches 💀 but tysm for being here i appreciate it a lot sweetie :( <3

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

i have a couple vids i will post em if i feel like it rn i just feel like dy!ng

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

can't find my blade fuck my chud life

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

relapsing tonight idgaf

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

moot hunt!!

-info on my carrd and bio!
-on shtwt mainly but any subtwt is welcome
-not new just looking for new active mooties teehee
-DNI -13 !

♡/↻ if u wanna be moots

tags:

shtwt selfharmtwt armgills sliceytwt ouchietwt catscratchtwt beanstwt styrotwt barcodetwt 988twt

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

ignore the lighting i can't handle bright lights rn 😭😭😭

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

i regret this cvt sm why did i do ts 😭😭😭 it looks like a weird wristband and it's still VERY red after one whole year

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

gonna post part 2 cuz i miss this too much and i can also update on my scars soooo yeah i hope i can post it asap

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

okay it's that time,,, part 1 of my last relapses: a 🧵 ((deep beans prolly fascia idk))

disclaimer: i'm dumb pls don't be like me

[lia | shtwt @slitzblades]

i love living with one of my partners but that makes it impossible for me to cvt and i hate it sm i just wanna bleed but if i lock myself in my own room it'll be sus and i can't lock myself in the bathroom either cuz we only have one plus it'd be sus too even tho i have ibs lol