It's not entirely her fault. What happend to me when I was 12 really impacted my social life a lot. Socially isolated in school. Death threats. A teacher picking on me. I'm such a loser.
I hate myself so so much. I can't bring myself to tell anyone how I truly feel and because of that my mum seems to blame herself for what's wrong with me. She asks me what she did wrong. I make her cry so much I wish I was never born.