my entire childhood looked like being dragged around by my parents 2 Wherever Tf, 4 Whatever Tf w/ 0 Stability Whatsoever. didnt live anywhere longer than a year, often homeless, etc. i only had my own bedroom ONCE
my adult life rn is Hectic, but 1 day ill have a Real Home :\
i cant keep doing this, living this way is sososo tiring. Constantly Moving, Never Comfortable. just wanna fucking Rest.
i hope he & i can leave..go far away, where noone knows us..somewhere green & open & kind like how we Talked Abt..& stay there until we die.
@emolovingloser also, idk if u enjoy Fiction, but a phenomenal short story, easily read in 1 sitting is Strider: the Story of a Horse by Tolstoy i rlyrly recommend !!! as a horsegirl <3
@emolovingloser Ive always related heavily to bunnies, & definitely cats. also Horses, but for different reasons.
Kentucky Fried oomfie id definitely eattt u up Eoze & digest all of ur wonderful thoughts yummy. Im a pig in Chinese astrology, specifically a Fire Pig, which sounds...interesting...
@emolovingloser this is true. i relate alot to rabbits or deer, prey animals. always on the lookout, ready to run. it's just one mode of being but being nonetheless, which i am grateful for.