the only thing that can make me fall asleep is a 2+ hour long yt video of fan noise w spongebob playing in the back and if that doenst say enough abt my mental state idk
should i be concerned that i can go days without physically feeling hunger and have no appetite? i might have a small snack but i have to force myself bc i acknowledge that i need to eat something is this alarming or an unintentional ed
do you think a severely depressed super anxious highly obsessive ritualistic perfectionistic avoidant social recluse scared of intimacy with a bad relationship with her mother and body and food and religion and image of self is redeemable