Recently I've gotten back into gaming, and I've decided to commit quite a bit of my time to it, and before I move on to the next game that I will probably sink my teeth into for the next 3-4 months (which is Legends Arceus), I would like to spend some time reminiscing on-
Anyways, this probably could've been an email, but for some reason, I have a really hard time focusing my thoughts at the moment. Probably due to not having written anything for so long...
Cheers guys, and here's to a new beginning of not only mindlessly consuming media to fill-
SECOND NOTE: I'm going crazy from only handling responsibilities and not ever doing what I want and what relaxes me, so maybe this was warrented. π€
THIRD NOTE: I love wasting your time by making you read more.
FOURTH NOTE: Thanks for reading, I love you. π
-2 hours just like this, mumbling away different thoughts until I'll be exhausted. Somebody help me. π
Maybe YouTube/content creation, or at least writing something, might've been the right job for me all this time?π€ I mean, I feel like I'm going crazy if I don't express-
-my thoughts to someone or *something*. It really sucks keeping it all inside you.
Anyways, I'll go now.
NOTE: This was written while heavily procrastinating on important responsibilities.
-but at the same time, I don't know. There should be other people like me out there, right? I just haven't been seen yet. It does get lonely and isolating often though.
I don't know what in the ADHD is all of this, but I'm scared that if I don't stop, I can go on for another-
Maybe I should see a therapist, dawg. Like, am I crazy? Am I the only one who thinks this way, who experiences life this way?
I'm not sure if there are other people that feel the way I do, even though objectively there should be. I feel so idiosyncratic (fancy word for unique)-