@matchakcals the easiest way is becoming a regular somewhere like a cafe or bar and just chatting up staff - might not lead to an actual connection, but might give a "hook" and builds confidence
@matchakcals i was exactly the same 😕 honestly, it's literally just talking, asking questions and being curious about the person - people love talking about themselves, but you also need to bring yourself up. think ping pong.
i hate how indifferent my bf is to my ed and just mental wellbeing in general :/ i dont feel bad behaving like a bitch bc i know he'll never break up with me anyway
the older i get, the more it hits me how awful it is for a kid to be in these ed spaces.. like, i was i was 11 and on all of these ed forums, tumblr, insta and so on.. 10 years of this bs! :( need to be gentle to myself and other around
life update: been living in berlin for 2 years now, dropped out of art school and had a phase when I did cocaine for 6 months straight, been weirdly maintaining my weight yet I look different and can feel my adult features coming out. life is weird!