gail ⚢

perpetually losing and gaining the same ten pounds. sapphic.

[˚ʚ 𝑅𝐼𝒩𝒜 | رينا ɞ˚ @oatlyrina]

Me when eating less actually triggers my binge urges

[gail ⚢ @slutdroppinglbs]

honest to god i think alcohol is going to have to go which sucks fucking ass but this shit is the actual devil

[Alan 🏵️ @alanorexic]

get fat

[gail ⚢ @slutdroppinglbs]

so unbelievably jealous of my best friend i actually feel like im exploding into tiny pieces and it makes me feel like im never going to find love or find someone who can love me #unlovable lol im going to kill myself

[gail ⚢ @slutdroppinglbs]

but also not wanting my family to not know what happened/lack of closure but not wanting them to see me so where does that leave me. plus a small piece of me that doesn’t want to die i just don’t want to live.

[gail ⚢ @slutdroppinglbs]

the way i’m so casually suicıdal at this point and i know my sister has a gun and i know where she keeps it is not helping the only thing keeping my alive is my dad, the small hope it’ll get better, carrots of things to look forward to, and not wanting someone to find me

[florin 🍬 @vwluvrr]

ppl saying this is average have never spent years of their life at a high bmi

[𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @my_sweet_space]

“skip dinner, wake up thinner”

more like, “skip dinner, wake up, wake up, wake up again, wake up, WAKE UP!!!” THE INSOMNIA IS SO BAD

[gail ⚢ @slutdroppinglbs]

@_diamond_skies i appreciate that! 🫶🫶🫶

[gail ⚢ @slutdroppinglbs]

it’s so cute to see this girl on my other acc tlking about how it gets better, how she was suicidal and her life has turned around and now she has a gf, etc. and to “please stay. it gets better” and she’s 21 😭 babe it’s less convincing when i’m 5 years ur senior. not in my cards

[sonny 🖤 @shrinking2477]

I wanna kms slightly less now hell yea

[gail ⚢ @slutdroppinglbs]

idk i’m still even young arguably compared to where others are. and i’ve got shit going for me! but being told by a 21 year old “it gets better” really just makes it feel worse!!

[lolzz ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @foggybraiin]

being naturally thin will always be more of a flex to me than starving yourself thin

[gail ⚢ @slutdroppinglbs]

@_cindy_lulu_ sorry, i was misguided by the fact that you retweeted his tweets and other right wing political commentators???

also, to call me heartless when i’ve made it clear i’m not celebrating and i do sympathize with the family is perhaps us BOTH misunderstanding each other.