i'm doing really badly but what difference does it make if i tell my friends? what's the point in making them worry? like yeah i'm basically just going in circles of cutting, starving, smoking and purging but who tf cares i'll die anyway
cutting as an adult feels so much more embarrassing than when i was a teenager like girl get a grip or smth but no i just can't seem to stop bc it's the way i handle autistic meltdowns