小胖

call me ying! Dni if not on edtwt. ✨ cw: 169lbs gw: 130lbs ugw: 102lbs

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Unpinning at 135lbs 🖤

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I think I’m over it now and I should just go no contact with my family

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You ever like… try to talk to someone, reach out for help when you’re trying not to SH and… they just trigger you right into SH

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I just want to be 50kg, move to a new city and start over

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Watching kpop demon hunters and seeing the cosplays have just shown me that if I want to be taken seriously as a cosplayer I have to be skinny

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My boyfriend called me “hun” and I’m ovulating

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@dyingndaylight On a combo of Wellbutrin, Zoloft, and Buspar!

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Missing him to the point where I’m nauseous???? Wack

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How am I supposed to tell this boy that losing him would be like losing a part of me and I won’t be okay ever again

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It finally happened…. I was napping with my ✨best friend✨ and he gave me a forehead kiss + pulled me in closer… he was asleep and doesn’t remember doing this

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Thighs*

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what is the point of surviving if I’m just suffering

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sometimes when I see sh pics I swear I’m not doing it right

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@ElinaEDTWT I lost the most weight this way tbh

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me: *relapses into sh*
also me: nahhhhh they’re just ittyyyy bitttyyyy scratches on your leg!!! Nobody��s looking at your fat thighs anyway!!!!!

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he likes me back. Even though I’m broken?? Wow

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when Sabrina carpenter said “manifest that you’re oversized” and I sang it, I didn’t mean a full on monster

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gosh I’m so crazy about him to the point where he touches me and it feels electric