being in your 20s is realizing you’ve been passively suicidal your whole life and never expected to survive for this long but now you have to actively participate in your own life and because you’ve spent all your life wanting to die you have no idea how to actually live
mortal enemies don’t pin you down and hold a knife to your throat like they used to. nobody wants to engage in hand to hand combat that ends in heavy breathing and homoerotic eye contact anymore. we used to be a country